Saturday was the first day in months and months that I have actually felt like going for a run. That doesn’t mean that I actually took a step outside, but the thought did dwell on my mind.
Ever since I committed to running a 30KM race with my uncle, I have despised running. Needless to say, I have decided NOT to run the 30KM. When running a distance that long, it is really 80% mental and 20% physical, in my opinion. I was dreading it even before I started training and so I knew I just wouldn’t be able to do it. Not yet. I am not ready. Maybe one day I will get my running groove back and run a 30KM.
I really need to start doing something again. I feel so out of shape. I used to go to the gym every day and now it is twice a week, if I am feeling extra ambitious. It’s terrible. My poor body is not used to so much laziness. Ugh. Where is my groove and how do I get it back!??
I weighed in at Weight Watchers today and I was down 0.2lbs. It’s not much, but it’s better than a gain. However, I know I can do better. I am committing to working out at least 3 times this week and hopefully the scale will show the results next week. It’s time to get back to my “ideal body.” LOL. Plus, my jeans are getting tight!
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