Suicide

I hate you
You used to love me
You still might
I don’t care anymore
Because I hate you
I’m a dazed being
Not feeling
Not caring about anything
Ever since you cheated on me
With my own best friend
I feel nothing now
How can I?
My heart was beaten twice
The tears were endless
I wanted to die
I still do
How can I live this way?
Everybody hates me
The emotionless shell
The pathetic excuse of a human being
Death seems sweet
Much better than life
Like a sweet nectar
I climb to the top of a building
It seems strange
I feel the night’s wind
Nobody notices me
Nobody tries to stop me
As I whisper my goodbyes
You know this is your fault
A single tear runs down my cheek
I pull out a razor
I lay down to watch the stars
The beautiful stars
I feel the blade across my wrist
The stars slowly fade to black
Along with the pain
My blood pools around me
I smile maliciously
You know this is your fault